So last night mah BF went home expecting to be happily welcomed...but wasnt...i felt so bad for him family shouldnt act like that...so we picked him up late and he spent the night again...
Woke up super erly this morning to his families endless calls...but I didnt care cuz i was so excited to finally be spending tha day with him...but then he decided to sub for sumwun...I was so hurt that he'd rather work than spend time with me...even though I'm still upset I kno that it was pretty selfish...it's like he dont really got nowhere to stay after I leave and I kno das why he gotta save up...das when i realized that
"Just because I'm leaving, it doesnt mean that life doesnt go on back at home".
But then I think we both realized we were wrong and he
called me inviting me to the movies...i felt so happy but of course
with him it never lasts...cuz then he had to have some girl in da
background tryna be supa cute....grrrr.....so now i dont know if i
realy wana go.
Well enough of dat drama...so far today I jus been slowly packing up my room...so sad...friggn crazy...
ANd on top of that I gotta give a short class on leadership at da pool function...i dnt kno why im nervous with all my experience...i gues i jus dont want to ramble on about NJROTC...jus gotta pik mah main idea and git in the zone to stik wit it...
Well now Ima go git showered and ready gonna try and transfer my Metro Celly to Verizon...aight well time for me to throw up tha dueces...
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